Sometimes I think we all feel like we are drowning. I have had a difficult couple of years sprinkled with death and grief. The past two weeks are a reminder that the cycle is not over, but is just beginning. I often dream of driving and suddenly the car accelerates out of control and the breaks don’t work. This is not unlike my life. I feel like I’m drowning. My dad recently told me if the breaks don’t work move the steering wheel slightly back and forth to slow the acceleration. So, this is what I’ll do. I’ll waiver left and right, trying to gain control, in hopes that this speeding, drowning sensation slows down before I crash.